– I DON’T FIT IN! – Time for me to tell you a bit about what life has been like, ever since I was young I never felt like I fitted in anywhere. It always felt like something was missing, as I started to get older I would search for that thing I couldn’t find. Making friends with the wrong kind of people, trying different types of drugs, and getting up to all kinds of madness. Rejection has made me uncomfortable in my own skin, so let’s change everything to make it feel like I can hide who I actually am behind the ways of the world, or behind friendships that were based upon lies. Do you know who I am when I don’t even know myself, after trying everything the world has to offer, I came to the understanding that the only way I can fit in and find myself is by just being me! We hide behind smoke screens as a way of self-preservation, without the understanding that this smoke screen is hiding who we really are! My acceptance was false and it took me 30 years of wasted time to come to this understanding. So you want to find yourself and know peace, I couldn’t see myself poisoned by something I thought was helping but doing the complete opposite. I finally discovered the truth, there are good people out there and this God thing although it seems restrictive and perhaps religious from the outside looking in, is in fact the complete opposite of what it looks like. Freedom, peace, love, and light – This has shown me so much more than I can explain with words and pictures. If you want to know more why don’t you give it a try, what have you got to lose?
2 Corinthians – 3:18. And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.
Steven Bruce 2023.
